As I re-read my blog post from yesterday, I can't help but be struck at how much can change in such a little time. Energetically and spiritually, I am at a different place than I was yesterday, when I wrote that. My view on myself, the recent past and all has shifted once again - for the better, I must say.
My main point yesterday, was that all things are impermanent, and that we should not get stuck grasping to anything. When things are good, enjoy them - but don't cling to them, and when things are bad, bear them with grace, and know they will soon pass.
I've had another shift in my perception the past couple of days. I have meditated, done a good bit of yoga, and been listening to a great, enlightened audiobook entitled "You Are A Badass" by Jen Sincero... who I feel is very tapped into universal truth, and her own "higher self". All of this together has helped me to come back to my true nature and step outside and beyond the drama of my ego mind.
I realized that much of what has been causing me to feel not well these past few days, along with fear and stress directly relating to money, has been nothing more than the blabbering drama of the ego mind. Essentially - worry, doubt, insecurity. The silly, conditioned brain-chatter of the ego had temporarily taken the reigns, and I was tossed about in the storms of low-vibration, unpleasant emotions because of this.
Thankfully, I have been able to see through this and come back to my true self, my true nature... and I feel re-aligned and re-centered once again. I remember my purpose, my path, and my direction. I remember that all is OK as it is - yes there is darkness and evil in the world, but love and goodness and truth always prevails over ignorance. I am here to spread the message of wisdom, love, transformation, inspiration, healing, freedom, and joy to the world... through music, through writing, through other expressions of creativity, through healing practices such as thai yoga massage, through teaching yoga, meditation and other spiritual practices, and through my very presence. My purpose here is to embody my highest and truest self - free from the limitations and conditioned patterns and the fears of my conditioned ego mind, basking in the boundless sky of my true nature, full of infinite possibilities and potential.
Now that I am back at this space of pure presence and inner quiet - freed from the turbulent storms of the mind that had cropped up - I see things from a much clearer, more expanded and accurate perspective. I am grateful for these times of emotional hardship the past few days/weeks... they have taught me a lot. I am stronger and even more centered and grounded than before. It has forced me to bring myself back to center in a major way.
I once again feel like my cup is overflowing... with peace and happiness...
and that is where I like to be.
I like to be spilling my cup of all things good and beautiful and true everywhere I go, splashing people with drops of love and kindness and humor and good-will effortlessly.
There are many things in my future that I am very excited about. I am the Soul Creator of my life - I am a being of infinite possibility, and whatever I dream and envision, I can manifest into reality. What I envision, I can attract. I know this to be true because that is exactly how I got to where I am in my journey so far. All of the beautiful, magical experiences I've had and the beautiful, magical people in my life are evidence of that. Now that I am back to my center, I remember that this is the way things will continue to flow. Things will continue to bloom and blossom... more amazing experiences with amazing people will continue to flow into my reality... and love and joy and wisdom and good vibrations will continue to emanate into the world from all directions coming from the center of my open heart.
Making music... by myself, with Travis, with Kelsey, with Cian, with Jacob, with Jay Soulfuric, with so many of my talented friends, and with people who I can't even foresee yet.
Traveling... by myself, with other people close to my heart... to amazing locations... freeing myself of the weight of the survival grind in Babylon and taking time to truly decompress and re-discover the immense wonder and awe of life in new and beautiful environments.
Learning new things. Reading new books. Continuing to expand my mind and my skill sets. Learning new instruments. Learning new skills. Soft martial arts (aikido, tai-chi). Thai yoga massage.
Living a life of Being mySelf, loving mySelf, and thus, loving all others as well... exactly as I am, and exactly as they are. All is, as it is - Love it all, and be at Peace. What is ultimately more important than that?
Life is good. Even when it's bad, it's Good. :)
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